The Yellow Door

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Well, after being on my death bed praying to Jesus every hour on the hour to please let the nausea, vomiting, urinary incontinence, heart burn, spins, constipation, and fatigue cease. I am actually able to kind of enjoy my second pregnancy. I am 16 weeks and things are looking up, I would classify this round as significant but half as significant as with baby #1. I think working part time and the unison vitamin b6 combo had a little something to do with it. I feel the baby move now, and that is my all time favorite part of pregnancy. I have had ever craving under the sun, mainly koolaid and top ramen. I am always hungry can't even keep up with the hunger and I just loose weight when I'm pregnant, quite the opposite of what is expected. Sawyer knows there is a baby in my tummy and rubs and pats and kisses it often. We are due November 22nd and no confusion with dates whatsoever. All I can think about is Christmas and having a three year old and a little bundle of baby chub. Is it bad to just want to spoil the shit out of Sawyer? I ordered 70 bucks in scholastic book orders and am already planning her third birthday in my head. Goal is to blog more to keep the memories so I don't forget them.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Sawyer shrine

This is what my mom's office wall looks like!

Discovery village

Well I was looking forward to a lovely day to meet with my two girlfriends and their two kids at discover village in gig harbor! It wasn't relaxing! I probably got out of my seat like 100 times as other mothers just sat and relaxed never having to check on their kiddos! Sawyer kept taking off her socks, she also threw sand, took sand toys outside the sand stations, drank filthy water out of the rock and water station, ate off other people's tables (gold fish crackers, chips and crackers), and she almost drew on an infant with a marker, thankfully I intercepted! After practically dragging her out screaming, after doing some deep breathing exercises she promptly fell asleep in the car! I just kept telling myself, I'm grateful she's sleeping and she heathy! I also silently prayed to god that I get an easy baby this time! I'm not going to lie there were some tears on my part!